﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>turquoise_waters91's Xanga</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from turquoise_waters91</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/</link></image><item><title>Goodbye Xanga</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/635124059/goodbye-xanga/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/635124059/goodbye-xanga/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2008 05:11:09 GMT</pubDate><description>new year. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;new blog. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;click &lt;a href="http://www.designeroverload.blogspot.com" target="_new"&gt;here.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/635124059/goodbye-xanga/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Things I did in 2007</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/634453904/things-i-did-in-2007/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/634453904/things-i-did-in-2007/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:23:00 GMT</pubDate><description>so as the year draws to a close, here's a some memorable stuff i did in 2007. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;- turned sixteen &lt;br&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/6d118165508427/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="Hannah's 16th 030" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x6d.xanga.com/118c215306d33165508427/z125089407.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;- went on a student exchange program to kyoto and osaka japan. &lt;br&gt;- went on the hollywood dream rollercoaster in universal studios osaka....twice in a row&lt;br&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/d217c165508933/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/d217c165508933/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="y1p5y6IuRCqCO1LseqV6E91XfCgHdWG8jcXV0ipaoh29-41f4ZtQ63x932BBZXS-o9VMfOiEC1K05M" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://xd2.xanga.com/17cc535375732165508933/z125089829.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;- queued up for The Deathly Hallows &lt;span style="text-decoration: underline;"&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;  &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/2cc94165509514/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="IMG_0021" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px; width: 232px; height: 310px;" src="http://x2c.xanga.com/c94c005728631165509514/z125090311.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;- saw roger federer and pete sampras tennis match&lt;br&gt;     &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/a3f57165537186/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="n675570423_1653956_8960" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://xa3.xanga.com/f57c265754d32165537186/z125114286.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;- went to Heritage Row &lt;br&gt;- bought a dress from Zara &lt;br&gt;- partied like a rockstar !&lt;br&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/176e3165509791/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="n675570423_1570052_2920" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px; width: 214px; height: 290px;" src="http://x17.xanga.com/6e3c265630332165509791/z125090565.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;-reinvented my wardrobe&lt;br&gt;-did some 'photoshoots'/camwhoring sessions with pals&lt;br&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/aa2b5166002447/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="IMG_0203" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px; width: 245px; height: 325px;" src="http://xaa.xanga.com/2b5c0b6726330166002447/z125509429.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/1a0bd166002955/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="IMG_0350" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px; width: 378px; height: 283px;" src="http://x1a.xanga.com/0bdc216713133166002955/z125509869.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/aa2b5166002447/photo.html"&gt;  &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;-caught frogs and other creepy crawlies at night in Frim&lt;br&gt;-got involved in petpositive&lt;br&gt;-caught a firefly&lt;br&gt;-failed an add math test&lt;br&gt;-got an A in history&lt;br&gt;-found indie music =)&lt;br&gt;-said goodbye to The OC, hello Gossip Girl&lt;br&gt;-increased my handbag collection&lt;br&gt;-watched Transformers&lt;br&gt;-fell in love with action movies&lt;br&gt;-got the kick at watching horror movies&lt;br&gt;-did the soulja boy dance !&lt;br&gt;-ate cincalok&lt;br&gt;-got involved in a charity&lt;br&gt;-went to an orphanage&lt;br&gt;-got addicted to reading blogs&lt;br&gt;-embraced life !&lt;br&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/a3f57165537186/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/aa2b5166002447/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/1a0bd166002955/photo.html"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/a&gt; </description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/634453904/things-i-did-in-2007/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tagged !</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/633482296/tagged-/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/633482296/tagged-/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 22 Dec 2007 04:12:54 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: terminal;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;List out five presents you wish for : &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;-do well for spm !&lt;br&gt;-chanel handbag =P&lt;br&gt;-more money &lt;br&gt;- a nice dress&lt;br&gt;-more beachwear&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;the person who tagged you : jia min&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;your five impressions of him/her: &lt;br&gt;-very smart&lt;br&gt;- weight obsessed&lt;br&gt;-shoe obsessed&lt;br&gt;- in love =)&lt;br&gt;- dedicated in things she does&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;most memorable thing she/he has done for you: &lt;br&gt;she hand made a card for me for a my birthday. ( something i can never do because i have no patience )&amp;nbsp; a really, really nice one ! she decorated it with colour paper and wrote a really nice message. thanks so much!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;if he/she is your lover: &lt;br&gt;i'm already supposed to be one of her wives or something.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;if he/she becomes your enemy your reason will be:&lt;br&gt;no idea....we get on quite well.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/633482296/tagged-/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Holidays</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/631704956/holidays/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/631704956/holidays/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 13:21:24 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Today was cassandra's birthday so we went out to pavilion ( the new It-mall in KL ) to walk around. i've been hanging out a lot with the ser's lately and dee. i saw them on friday, saturday ( nik's party ) and today. oh yeah and probably thursday. &lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;oh yea speaking of friday, they took to this yummy yong tau foo place&amp;nbsp;in ampang baru and we were served by this cibai indon waitress. mind my language. she was so rude. she asked what we wanted to drink and all of us said sugarcane either in cantonese or english and that biatch was like wtf? can't you just say so in cantonese aren't you chinese ? and if that was not enough when the drinks came it was not the sugarcane drink we expected ( but no complaints there ) 'cause we're used to the unmixed one which was green colour so cass got confused and that bitch was laughing and saying &lt;EM&gt;'kamu tahu sugarcane atau tak?'&lt;/EM&gt; and i surprised myself by losing my temper and glared and snapped ' &lt;EM&gt;tahu-lah!'&lt;/EM&gt; and giving her this look. and she was like &lt;EM&gt;' omg dia jeling'&lt;/EM&gt; and audrey and cass were like whatever and thank god that idiot walked away or i could have probably thrown the drink in her face. &lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;anyway,we met up with chng ee there and we made him wait because we were so late. hahahaha. and later we walked to sg wang. and audrey suggested we take purikura ( japanese photo stickers ) there so we did. and i didn't realise it was so expensive ( rm 25 i think? )! so we took the pictures in the photo booth and cass and chngee kept insulting the lala, ah beng, ah lian people that kept walking in and it was so funny. and i can't believe some wear leg warmer's here in a tropical climate ! after that cass wanted to show us this guy where they have their piano class ( they have piano in chambers ) so we went inside and cass went to chat/flirt/talk/whatever and i almost burst out laughing 'cause chng ee ( the snoot ) whispered to me, 'did he get his pants in chow kit?'&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;but that was not the funniest thing that happened 'cause we went into watsons and audrey and chngee went to check out the 'family planning' section for fun and they didn't know audrey's dad was standing a meter away from them and he winked at me 'cause i noticed him. they only noticed he was there a few minutes later. hahahaha.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;so that was pretty much what happened the past few days. &lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/631704956/holidays/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>remember december</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/631339655/remember-december/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/631339655/remember-december/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:11:10 GMT</pubDate><description>the last month of 2007! &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;crazy? &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;fast? &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;unexpected ? &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;many words seem to come to mind. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;christmas is just around the corner.&lt;br&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/34097161774769/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="IMG_0401" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x34.xanga.com/097c422ad3734161774769/z121836285.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; </description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/631339655/remember-december/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>because i am so bored...</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/628557590/because-i-am-so-bored/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/628557590/because-i-am-so-bored/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:11:06 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/20ad1158974572/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="z94651285" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x20.xanga.com/ad1e832336235158974572/z94651285.bmp" height="100"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/380b6158974617/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="z16061510" style="border-style: none; 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border-width: 0px;" src="http://x0e.xanga.com/143f45f014c34158977940/z108195871.png" height="100"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/04ffb158978049/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="z85620391" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x04.xanga.com/ffb19a0b30334158978049/z85620391.png" height="100"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/3ca53158978098/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="th_z82865028" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x3c.xanga.com/a5303a4731d37158978098/z82865028.png" height="100"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;saw federer and sampras yesterday. the match was good. amazing shots from both players. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i need a beach holiday. langkawi? penang? &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i am seriously going to put on so much weight this holiday. damn those desserts.&lt;br&gt; </description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/628557590/because-i-am-so-bored/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>The Remaining Days of Freedom....</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/627492655/the-remaining-days-of-freedom/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/627492655/the-remaining-days-of-freedom/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 04:02:28 GMT</pubDate><description>so yesterday was the last day of form 4. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;and damn what a year of school. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;just as you were thinking that this year was going to be a honeymoon year you were so, so wrong. endless amounts of homework. late nights trying to understand what archimedes was trying to say. or what about trying to logarithms? but school was a blast nonetheless. definitely a year to remember. in fact form 2,3 and 4 have been great years for me. so far... &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;and there were so many things that i never expected myself to do. i mean this in a good way. a whole lot of things. i got rid of some fears, met some new people, and made myself experience new things.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;it's just weird thinking that next year is going to be my last year of high school. EVER. and i will be subjected to huge amounts of stress thanks to spm. and after that? the future still remains uncertain. UK or a-levels here?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/627492655/the-remaining-days-of-freedom/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Halloween Party</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/626265879/halloween-party/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/626265879/halloween-party/</guid><pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 07:30:34 GMT</pubDate><description>audrey, dee, freida and anis had belated halloween bash last night. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;too lazy to upload pictures on to xanga. just go to my facebook ! or theversatiles.blogspot.com.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;edit: on another note , my dad wanted to go to the protest today at dataran merdeka but he didn't. and you know how the government are trying to stop it? road blocks. so much for democracy. do you think people would be protesting if you were doing a good job? hmmmm....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/626265879/halloween-party/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>FRIM pictures</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/625625301/frim-pictures/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/625625301/frim-pictures/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 14:25:39 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/5c49d156148693/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="DSC05589" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x5c.xanga.com/49dc21e264535156148693/z116983933.jpg" width="400"&gt; &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/5c49d156148693/photo.html"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/7d83b156149378/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="DSC05594" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x7d.xanga.com/83bc521579c35156149378/z116984527.jpg" height="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;max&lt;br&gt;he looks like he's smiling right ? &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/abf65156150071/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="DSC05595" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://xab.xanga.com/f6582a52d7328156150071/z116985114.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;abby&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/286b1156150757/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="DSC05668" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x28.xanga.com/6b1c311560432156150757/z116985704.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://photo.xanga.com/turquoise_waters91/623ef156152534/photo.html"&gt;&lt;img title="DSC05593" style="border-style: none; border-width: 0px;" src="http://x62.xanga.com/3efc06e734c33156152534/z116987265.jpg" width="400"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; </description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/625625301/frim-pictures/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>damnit</title><link>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/624848804/damnit/</link><guid>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/624848804/damnit/</guid><pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 09:04:29 GMT</pubDate><description>i feel so lonely. i feel really lost. i feel so mad at certain people and yet there are reasons why i should and shouldn't be. i'm at that point where i feel like a real failure.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;during tuition on wednesday night,&amp;nbsp; i was checking my add maths paper with my teacher and she didn't scold me or anything just helped me with stuff i didn't understand, but i was so sad that i didn't do that well ( i passed but not that well ) i started crying. was it just because of my marks? i mean i didn't cry the last time even though i failed but i felt so depressed at that moment. i sort of cried myself to sleep that night thinking about everything going on at that moment. i felt so insecure, so small, so idiotic, so dumb and i felt so taken for granted. and i felt like there was no one there to ever talk to me. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;it felt so weird crying on my bed alone with my door locked. i felt so mad with myself, and everyone around me. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;damn this post is emo. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://turquoise-waters91.xanga.com/624848804/damnit/#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>